things will be different from now on. the old Ivan will no longer be there. it's time to look far and work hard for my future. u can't aim without a target,thus it's time for me to set myself a target to reach. i do not know how tough or how my future is going to be like,but i know i can trust God by doing my best and leave the rest unto His mighty hands. knowing how i previously was,being lazy and aimless. keep thinking of fun and enjoyment. it may sound as if i am a grown up but the actions doesn't shows it that way. i do not want to be how i used to be. like what the bible says:"if you fail to plan,you plan to fail",so it's time for me to plan well and achieve it.

working hard to earn more by the age of 20+ is possible. people can do it and i believe i can as well. thanks to my good bunch of army friends who spurs my motivation to earn big bucks up and to give me the positive attitude towards my future and my life and also thanks to Shu Yun as she gives me the strength and support to strive hard to achieve what i really want. the past is already over,what i am suppose to face now is the present and the future. now i'm still setting myself a goal to reach and i believe by walking closely with god,He will make a way for me and will constantly do/create miracles in my life. thank you my dear for your all along support too. will do my best for you and myself and for our relationship. =)

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